Thanks to a dear friend.... I googled a poem. Friends always bring poetry to our lives.
This poem is a sad one, but reminiscent of the bond of the beloved 8, appropriate for the birthday of the youngest of the beloved 8.
William Wordsworth
We Are Seven
-A Simple Child,
That lightly draws its breath,
And feels its life in every limb,
What should it know of death?
I met a little cottage Girl:
She was eight years old, she said;
Her hair was thick with many a curl
That clustered round her head.
She had a rustic, woodland air,
And she was wildly clad:
Her eyes were fair, and very fair;
--Her beauty made me glad.
"Sisters and brothers, little Maid,
How many may you be?"
"How many? Seven in all," she said
And wondering looked at me.
"And where are they? I pray you tell."
She answered, "Seven are we;
And two of us at Conway dwell,
And two are gone to sea.
"Two of us in the church-yard lie,
My sister and my brother;
And, in the church-yard cottage, I
Dwell near them with my mother."
"You say that two at Conway dwell,
And two are gone to sea,
Yet ye are seven!--I pray you tell,
Sweet Maid, how this may be."
Then did the little Maid reply,
"Seven boys and girls are we;
Two of us in the church-yard lie,
Beneath the church-yard tree."
"You run above, my little Maid,
Your limbs they are alive;
If two are in the church-yard laid,
Then ye are only five."
"Their graves are green, they may be seen,"
The little Maid replied,
"Twelve steps or more from my mother's door,
And they are side by side.
"My stockings there I often knit,
My kerchief there I hem;
And there upon the ground I sit,
And sing a song to them.
"And often after sun-set, Sir,
When it is light and fair,
I take my little porringer,
And eat my supper there.
"The first that died was sister Jane;
In bed she moaning lay,
Till God released her of her pain;
And then she went away.
"So in the church-yard she was laid;
And, when the grass was dry,
Together round her grave we played,
My brother John and I.
"And when the ground was white with snow,
And I could run and slide,
My brother John was forced to go,
And he lies by her side."
"How many are you, then," said I,
"If they two are in heaven?"
Quick was the little Maid's reply,
"O Master! we are seven."
"But they are dead; those two are dead!
Their spirits are in heaven!"
'Twas throwing words away; for still
The little Maid would have her will,
And said, "Nay, we are seven!"
Friday, August 13, 2010
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Monday, June 28, 2010
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Thursday, June 10, 2010
This morning NPR interviewed Jack White’s wife about her new album. Do you know Jack White? He’s an interesting rocker of White Stripes, but I pictured the lead singer of White Zombie until I googled them just now. Curses! I ruined my morning visualization of the lead singer of White Zombie and a younger version of Carre Otis.
No, I’m going to stick with my original version. Anyway, his wife (whose name I can’t even remember and have learned my lesson about Googling everything) is a model/singer. She didn’t decide to start singing because of her husband’s career, she had been dabbling in it before and during her modeling. She was a cabaret singer, a back up singer for Robert Plant or Palmer… there I go again. Robert Plant sounds more likely, right? I’m working on my auditory processing skills and memorization. She has been harboring songs that she has written. She would release them once in a while around her home. Jack heard her and demanded that she stop being so self-conscious and start recording.
Here is the image that is stuck in my head this morning: She stated that there is an exquisite studio in their garden with musicians of all sorts traipsing in and out all day. I was supposed to be rich. Rich and eclectic. This is my garden. I can see the peacocks that we let roam the premises and smell the fragrant honeysuckles that creep along the vine-covered walls of the studio. I can see the wooden swing that hangs from one of our enormous oak trees. There are also weeping willows whose boughs sweep along our cobblestone paths near our roses and azaleas. One favorite oak tree bows to let my earth-stained children climb. They’re laughing, of course. And on the shaded veranda, on the table where there is a pitcher of lemonade and a bowl of citrus fruits, and a loaf of fresh nutty bread, a worn wooden cutting board, and a dull knife... I write. I have all the time in the world to play with my children, the sounds of the studio as our soundtrack, and to write. Perhaps I would sit there and write about the life of a teacher who lives in the suburbs of San Antonio.
Thursday, May 13, 2010
I was informed today at lunch that I've been cyberstalked by my own students. Some of my girls commented on my blog and the images of me on the Internet. Interesting. I write these entries knowing anyone can see them and that no one may see them. Strange range. I guess I can just use this news heuristically... one more tool to improve their literacy skills. If they're actually reading the posts, then I'll make them work! I'll enhance my lexicon to whet their reading adroitness.
What an interesting phenomenon. These are ten-year olds. I've also had quite a few students and former students try to friend me on Facebook, but that's a little too weird. The truth is that that forum is not entirely authentic either because of another strange range...of awkward acceptances. Because of my career, my media-personas become a strange hybrid of truth and awareness. It's professional survival. Everyone googles everyone now. I heard that verb three times today: my students on me, a colleague on a prospective guy to date, my colleagues on a new teacher hired for their team. It's not Orwellian if we do it to ourselves.
Thursday, April 29, 2010

My son's punishment ended today.
When he is free, I find my religion and my TUMS.
pic found at eddietheyeti.deviantart.com/ art/Prayer-139331796
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Everything one invents is true, you may be perfectly sure of that. Poetry is as precise as geometry.--Gustave Flaubert
Monday, April 26, 2010
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Fiesta Events 2010
Saturday, April 10, 2010
We googled the times for Hot Tub Time Machine. I'm not sure we stopped laughing once. Afterwards, though, I started to think about the 80s and what I would change if I could. That's always dangerous. I pulled out my quintessential 80s photo album. The first thing I would do is convince my former self not to tease those bangs. I didn't even do it correctly. This decade was not good for frizzy-haired girls. It was just a nest perched on one side of my forehead. Don't worry, the straightening iron will take care of that. Just wait. I would have stayed in dance class even though I looked like a stuffed sausage in my pink leotard. You'll have a growth spurt. Just wait. I would have warned my young aunts about relationships that end in heartbreak. This guy ends up being a real jerk.
In this album, there were pictures of people who are no longer alive. I would have pulled the cigarette out of my grandfather's hand, out of Craig's hand. I would have fought fiercely to protect the children that were falling victim then, prevented the unspeakable, salvaged their innocence, their childhoods. To hell with the Butterfly Effect.
Then I saw the pictures of my sisters and how happy we were in the 80s. How we held our noses as we plunged into the motel pool during our annual trek to Pensacola. There were pictures of smiling friends and cousins helping us blow out candles on our homemade birthday cakes, of neutral ground sack races, neighborhood basketball games, Christmas mornings, choreographed dance routines in my purple bedroom. These events were all before the chaos that caused chasms in the 90s.
I haven't seen my sisters in years. I would have held on tighter.

Thursday, March 18, 2010
Power of the Patient
I visited my endocrinologist today. I have been diagnosed with hypothyroidism and acute hypochondria. Knowing that I'm prone to histrionics when it comes to my health, I questioned whether I would report to my doctor my discomfort during my last visit or if I would let it die. The office was a bit quiet today, and I had all of my clothes on, so I decided that he and his lovely assistant had time to hear my complaints. (There's something about being in a robe that strips away your confidence.)
Another ailment I suffer is Faceburn. Whenever my brain is thinking Holy Crap! Why am I saying this?, hot blood rushes to my entire face. That's what happened as I spoke to my doctor's raised eyebrows. Yet another reason to shut up.
"I just have to let you know about my last visit. It was a bit disconcerting. First, your staff could not find my file, and I could hear their confused exchanges as I sat in the waiting area. Then, you told me that my body changes a lot after having a baby, so I interrupted you with a 'Whoa! What!?' and informed you that my baby is now 16 years old. Instead of admitting your mistake, you played it off with a 'Well, I didn't say...'."
My doctor shook his head and apologized, but I was on a roll, so I continued. "Plus, I asked your receptionist not to make an appointment for me with the ENT doc because I needed to check my agenda, and I got a phone call a few months later to confirm said appointment, which proved that she ignored my request. And when I called about my January appointment, someone here told me that I wasn't scheduled for a January appointment even though I held the appointment card in my hand."
He apologized again. I was done. "I just wanted you to know because it really rubbed me the wrong way, and our first appointment went really well..."
"It sounds like we were off our game that day," he admitted with a contrite expression.
I turned to his assistant and added, "If it's any consolation, you weren't here that day."
She smiled, released a "Phew!", and pretended to wipe her forehead. She really is lovely. She reminds me of Julianna Margulies in ER. My doctor joked that nothing goes wrong when she's around. Clearly, that's no joke.
Initially, this release was not cathartic. I felt strange afterwards, sitting there before the two of them. I really like my doctor, but I had to let him know. For all the patients that don't ask questions, don't understand the medical jargon, don't speak up, I had to say something. I had to make sure I didn't feel so uncomfortable again.
After my examination, he ordered blood work. I wonder if I really needed it again, or if he just wanted to have me pricked. In any case, I didn't google local endocrinologists today. I'm going to stick with this one. Besides, I fired my first one already. Don't even get me started on him.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Saturday, February 20, 2010
For Valentine's Day, I received tickets to attend tonight's performance of this 60's Musical. I anticipated something on the lines of Hairspray with uncomfortable moments of actors trying to pull people out of their seats to dance. I was right, but we weren't uncomfortable. The show was delightful! The talented cast led us on a journey through the female artists of the decade from bubble-gum, toe tappers like My Boyfriend's Back and Sweet Talkin' Guy to Janis Joplin's Piece of My Heart. Tonight, my Valentine suffered through an eggplant mishap at one of my favorite vegetarian joints and then sat through two hours of a musical.
You Don't Have To Say You Love Me.
Sunday, February 7, 2010
WWLTV
I wanted to see live coverage of the French Quarter.
I know that even if I lived in NOLA again, I wouldn't be down in that frenzy, but, by God, if I didn't want to be in that number in some way, with cousins or aunts in a neighborhood bar, cheering for our team.
I wonder if NOPD will start enforcing curfew at midnight like they do for Mardi Gras.
I wonder if they even can.
www.wwltv.com
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Shannon
Some friends were rating their names on originality (some Facebook app) and 'Shannon' scored a D. I googled the lyrics to the song after which my mom claims I'm named, and I found a YouTube video. I kinda like it. I especially like this part...
SHANNON IS GONE I HOPE SHE'S DRIFTING OUT TO SEA
SHE ALWAYS LOVED TO SWIM AWAY.
SHE ALWAYS LOVED TO SWIM AWAY.
For that, mom deserves a much higher grade.
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